Monday, June 30, 2008

SEPI...

Watched the making of SEPI. The song was sang by VE singer. Warhh... I luv this version of Aku Bukan Untukmu. Sang by Rossa before...

Hmm.... Jaga Hati...

Heard this song again and again and again during my travel back from Alor Setar. Wondered sang by whom... Eventhough the singer nampak cam poyooo jer kan, but the music is kewl... Hehehe...




Need to learn how to jaga hati others. Okay to you but not to others... Need to be more sensitive sometimes...

Sunday, June 29, 2008

So long for now.. See you soon ehh...

Gud bye for now and see ya soon... Yesterday travelled back to KL alone after completing our task in Alor Setar. Hopefully all informations that we gathered during our trip should be okay for us to prepare the documentation for submission.

Woke up at 10.30 am on Saturday since I got back to hotel around 5.30 in the morning. Wireless installation completed on ED Department as demanded by the HOD and MA. Not to mentioned the problem of system hung in Ampang for about 30 minutes. Incident happened due to power outage at one of the department. Investigation done and its not related to Infra and Network equipment.

Enuf on work. Once got up, gave a call to my friend and informed him that I wanna by fresh fish to be brought back to KL. Hmmm... Slurpp.. Goreng pon sodap nie.. Went to Kuala Kedah after had my breakfast at Kopitiam. Had hot 'Kopi Bakar' and 'KCK'. 'KCK' nie actually 2 keping roti biasa with telur rebus 3 suku masak on top of it. The roti I think dibakar dulu kot. The taste.. Hmmm ... Guuuudddd.... (Forget to snap the picture.. lapor...).

Finished the breakfast and move to Jeti Kuala Kedah to buy ikan kembung fresh. The price, 2 kilo 3 hinggit. Cheap arrr? Very cheapp ooowhh... I bought 4 kilos. Cost me 4 bucks only.. Wallaweyy...!! Best. Tried to find udang besar. Unfortunately not in the stock. Makcik tu habaq.. Abih dah dikk oiii... Alaa.. Nevermind.. Next trip perhaps..

Makcik nie tengah bungkuih ikan ikan yang aku beli.. Tak banyak... 4 kelo jerr.. Baru 6 hinggit. Murah kanss???

Finished my shopping at Kuala Kedah, decided to go straight to KL. Flying solo in the middle of the day. Panass can cause me to ngants. Slumberr.. Inserted all available CDs into the car stereo and turn it as loud as it can without damaging my hearing. Ekeke... Decided not to have any pit stop for lunch since wanna reach KL as soon as possible. There I am flying solo. Dengar lelagu yg berkumandang tu, sedih ada, sayu pon ada... The journey felt takes too long... Thanks to the call coming in and calls made out... At least I was not too sangap and ngants... :)

Baru sampai Proton City... Uhh... Near but yet still far...

Alamak dah terlebih nie..!! Nanti dapat surat saman lakk..... Selo sket ekk....!!

Oit ..!! Selo arr Kassim... Lekk arr.. Lelaju pon nak kemana tuu....!!??

Huh...!! Makin laju lak si Kassim nie... Tak sabor dah nak sampai nie.. Ngants giler nie...

Mana tak ngants kann... Acu ngk ker mileage tuhh... Dah 482 km travel non stop...

Mentari pon dah nak erbenam by the time sampai kat area Shah Alam nie... Hurmmm... Mentari dah nak berlabuh di ufuk barat. Suasana syahdu menyerang ke kalbu... Its been a while. So long now but will see you soon eh.. Very very soon as promised...

Reached safely at Shah Alam around 7.30pm and confident that you who were standby from 8am to 8pm also still do not go out yet.. Sempat jugak accompanied my luv one berbuka puasa kat rumah....
To uncle and Mr Secreatary, please do not forget the kiriman that I've made earlier ehh... Lupa siap korang and please handle it with care. Its very very very delicate... Hehehe...

Friday, June 27, 2008

Deluxe vs Studio vs Executive Suite

Kat Alor Setar lagi... Malam nie ada 'go live' lagi module yg lain. Tapi perlu diingatkan... Tujuan utama kami bukan untuk go live exercise nie. Tapi untuk menyiapkan dokumentasi especially as-built drawing yang mana kami memerlukan liv input untuk betol betol pasti maklumat yg akan didokumentasikan tepat. Ekekeke....

Sesampai di Aloq Setaq, checked in kat Hotel Star City. Informed by our Project Secreatary, individual bilik as usual not available. So dia dah arrange untuk Studio Room buat aku and my team seramai 4 orang. I don't mind. The more the merrier. Duduk sengsorang pon, sangap gak. Once checked in, found out that bukan dapat bilik Studio, tapi Executive Suite. Mmm... Belasah jer larr...

Sekali masuk... Maakk aiii... Agak meriah gak.. Ekekeke.... Acu kome nengok gambor nie. Okay dak??

TV pon dapat yg nipiiiissssss gitu... Ekekeke....


Toilet... Hmmm... Rasa macam kat umah jerr.. Ekekekeke....

Fuiyoo... Ada jakuzziiii arrrrrrr........ BEst....

Bilik tido aku dipisahkan ngan sliding door tuhh... Dak2 nie bagi aku duduk sorang dalam bilik nie. Dorang sumer duduk kat bilik luar.. Hahaha... Best... Baguhh arr demo.. Ekekeke

Bilik aku namak cam sepah arr plak. Pepenat terus main campak jer kans.. Tapi still ok arr apa... Pintu kat belakang tuh nak gi ke tois tadi yg cun tuhhh..... Ekekeke...

Owhh... Memanggil manggil arr lak.. Mata ku kuyusss jer ngk... Ahahaha...


Lenkali nak duduk bilik nie lagi arr... Bilik no 419. Ekekeke... Sorry arr kat penghuni bilik 418 kalau kami bising time bola. Ahahaha... Opss lupa lak!! Kepada mereka yg tak daat bilik cenggini tuu... Jangan JELES ekk... Akakakaka... Kalau nak gosok baju, tepi lif tuh ada bilik menggosok ekk. Kami iron kat dalam bilik jerrr...

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Walaupun Bezanya 4 jam atau hari atau bulan... Lamaaa tuuuu....

Berapa lama baru dikira lama? Berapa cepat baru dikira cepat?

Bagi kita kadang tempoh masa tu lamaaaaaa sangat. Tapi bagi orang lain lak, tempoh tu kejap je. Bagi kita masa tu cepat jer. Tapi bagi orang lak, tempoh tu lamaaaaaaaa sangat... Emm. Terpulang pada masa dan keadaan tempoh masa tu kot. Kadang kita rasa 4 hari tu cam lamaaaaa sesangat. Especially bila kita kesuntukan ekonomi and sekarang baru 21hb. Lamaaa jer rasa nak sampai ke 25hb kan? Itupon kalau gaji masuk bebetol 25hb arr. Selalunya orang akan rasa 4 hari tu kejap jer, especially time kalau cuti and tengah holiday kat luar. Tup tap tup tap... Pejam celik pejam celik... 4 hari masa dah berlalu.

Bagi yang menunggu... mak aii. Sehari pon bagai setahun lamanya (macam lirik lagu Amy Mastura lak). Tapi bagi orang yg ditunggu lak, hari hari yg berlalu tu biasa jer. Bahkan mungkin terasa begitu singkat. Walau macamanapon, betul jugak orang cakap, "Penantian itu satu penyeksaan". Akakaka...

Bila kerja berlambak kat opis nie, seminggu pon rasa mcm sehari. Datang Isnin, alih alih dah hari Jumaat. Bila duduk sengsorang kat opis tanpa ditemani kengkawan lain yg sibuk outstation, mak aii.. Nak abiskan sejam pon rasa cam sehari. Tular dia. Masa memang tak menunggu kita, malah ia selalu meninggalkan kita tanpa kita sedari. Mungkin sebab tuh ada orang kata, masa amat mencemburui kita, tapi kalau dah sampai masa, tak lebih dan tak kurang sesaat pon, ia tetap akan kunjung tiba... Kansss..!!??

Dah pagi sangat nie... Nak kena gerak nie... Jauh lagi perjalanan yg mengambil masa nie... Hmm... Time flying solo nie, 4 jam perjalanan pon rasa macam 4 hari... :( :(

Unplanned Plan

Bang...!! Second bang of the day!! Tetiba ada mamat jerit ketensionan. Final stage documentation yg nak kena submit tetiba tak correspond dengan apa yg installed kat site. Arghh..!! Masalah yg pernah dilalui kat Sg Buloh kini berulang di Alor Setar. Kalau mengikut skala Richter, gegaran dokumen kali ni tak sehebat macam kat Sg Buloh hari tu. Kalau kat Sg Buloh abis bergegar satu hospital, kali ni gegaran nyer kecik sket kot. Tapi still boleh menyebabkan huru-hara.

Kalau ikut rancangan asal, dokumen nie especially as-built drawing nak kena hantar on 30 June. Tapi memandangkan gegaran yg baru berlaku nie, keyakinan kami untuk menyiapkan kerja-kerja yg sepatutnya semakin berkurangan. Adehh... Mayday..! Mayday..! Mayday..! Sesuatu harus dilakukan dengan kadar yg segera. Critical discussion held between aku, sekutt ngan bulat. Conclusion? Kena pi Alor Setaq. No choice. Kena gegar balik satu spital demi untuk menyiapkan kerja -kerja dokumentasi nie. Makk aii. Mujur tak seteruk Sg Buloh. So... Esok atau lebih tepat hari nie, Rabu, Bulat ngan Sekutt akan bertolak ke Alor Setar. Singgah sebentar di Sg Petani untuk kutip salah seorang dari ahli yg mmg dah ada kat sana yg tgh menjalankan kerja-kerja pentauliahan. Terpaksa. Rancangan yg tak dirancang nie moga-moga tak mendatangkan kemudaratan kepada mereka dan keluarga mereka ekk.

Kebetulan, hujung minggu nie ada lagi 'go live' activity kat Hospital Alor Setar. Dengar khabarnya, stakeholder semua turun. Adusssssss...... Saboo jer arr... Isk... Isk... Isk...

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

All of a sudden...

Bang...!!! All of a sudden, I lost my mood. Mood swing bak kata mat saleh. Daripada in a really good mood, tetiba terus tak der mood. Mungkin pasal the way I responded to a news. Kadang-kadang reaksi kita pada news yg kita dapat pon boleh mempengaruhi mood kita pada masa tu kan? That is why, bila dapat news tu, kita kena teliti and jangan terus nak melatah. Kalau terus nak melatah tanpa tahu butirannya, alamatnya... tak pasal pasal kita bad mood pada mender yg tak sepatutnya....

Hurmm...

Yang disangka tak mcm disangka

Agak sibuk 2 3 hari nie. So banyak benda rutin yg sepatutnya buat tak buat. Antaranya updating this blog. Baru balik dari Alor Setar. Penat sket arr. Tapi penat ker?? Hahaha... Penat makan kot masa malam go live tu. Hik hik hik...
Anyway, on our last day kat Alor Setar, planned to go to Kuala perlis that morning after we checked out from the hotel. Tapi di atas beberapa masalah teknikal, trip terpaksa dibatalkan. 'Barang' yg perlu diambil tak dapat disiapkan seperti yg disangka. So bila plan dah berubah nie, ada jerr perkara yg tak diplankan dibuat. Antaranya pergi ke Kuala Kedah. Nengok pasar ikan segar. Memang segar. Geram jer nengok ikan berlendir lendir, bergerak gerak tanda fresh. Yang best nyer harga. Ada ker ikan kembung besar tapak tangan tuh harga dia sekilo cuma 2 hinggit? Tak patut... tak patut... Sotong ngan udang lagi arr.. Eii... Geram nggoh. Takper... Trip yg akan datang, akan ku borong semuanyer. Hehehehe....

Dah terlanjur kat Kuala Kedah tu, teringat pulak pasal kedai makan dua hinggit yg masuk surat khabar aritu kan. So apa lagi, singgah arr.. Kebetulan perut memasing pon agak lapar. Memang kedai 2 hinggit sunggoh. Tak sangka sunggoh, lain yg kami jangka, lain rupanya. So pada korang yg nak tau cemana perasaan makan kat sana, pergi try sendiri. Citer pon tak guna. Kat mana? Bebetol kat jeti feri Kuala Kedah, kat area taxi stand tuh. Nampak punya kain rentang dia... Cuba larr... (Sekadar promosi pada tuan kedai.. Tak der hai punya bang..)

Ramai tuu pengunjung yg datang. Bukan local pon.. Kebanyakannya dari luar. Mungkin pasal dah masuk suratkhabar.. Ramai yg nak mencuba.. Sila sila sila... Tapi beratoq arr..

Memula kami datang, ingatkan 2 hinggit tuh 1 lauk, 1 sayur ngan nasik... Alaa mcm kat KL jugak. Sekali mamat nie ambik ikan sampai 5 ekor, air ngan milo ais lagi. Alaa korang ngk arr sendirik. Hidangan nie sakali minum harga 2 hinggit!! Ada patut ka? Perghh...

Haaa... Korang nengok arr sendirik. Yang empunya hidangan pon cam tak caya jer lauk yg dia ambik tuh harga cuma 2 hinggit sekali ngan minum... Kenaper?? Tak percayer arr??

Mamat nie lak tak kira apa dahh.. Lapor giler arr nie? Nak kata tak breakfast, siap makan jumbo set kat kopitiam... Hehehe...

Gendang gendut tali kecapi... Kenyang perut semua suka hati... On the way balik ke Kuala Lumpur. Perut dah kenyang... Mata kuyu. Sekarang ie turn si Bulat drive.. Jal lagi aku lak. So better for me to go to sleep first. Ekekeke.....

Kesimpulannya, kita selalu sangka semua benda sebelum kita sendiri tau apa yg tersirat di sebalik yg tersurat. At the end, baru kita perasan, apa yg kita sangka pada mulanya tuh tak seperti apa yg kita jangka akhir nya... Manusia... Biasalar... Mudah untuk menilai dan dinilai walaupon siapa kita nie kalau dipikirkan balik untuk menilai... Pening? Konpius? Renungkan balik bebetol ayat tuh ehh...? Akhirnya semua kembali ke sarang.. Yeayyy...!!!

To my other team at Sungai Petani that currently performing the Infra TNC, may the force be with you... All the best...

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Its a GO LIVE...!!!

Its a GOOOOOO LIVE for Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah and I am here. The first and the last Hospital that I've been to. Hahaha... At last. Although I broke my own record on NOT attending the GO LIVE exercise, I think it is fair kot due to I need to pull back my team that was here earlier because they need to go to Sg Petani for Infra TNC next week. Besides, there is some 'cleaning' work need to be done here in Alor Setar Server Room. Threw out all the loose item that was not intended for server room out. Nasib korang la.. Nak carik barang korang kat ner. Ekekeke...

Puas hati gilers bila server room yang barai selama nie berjaya dikemaskan dan siap dipolish lagi lantai nyer. Arghhhh......!! Best... Best... Best...


Kan bersih tuu... Baru lar ada rupa data center. Ini bersepah jerr....

Infra & Network Rack. Makk aii... Sampai 6 rack kami pasang. Gilers banyak. Asal 4 jer. Maklumlarr... Banyak additional request. Ni lar jadik nyer...
Ni plak rack server. Kalau kakput... Masak arr dak2 system...


Besar gak server room sini. Tapi apasal la sebelum nie nampak kecik jer ekk.. Owhh.. Pasal bersepah ngan barang orang lain arr nie.. Puas hati dapat kluarkan brg2 dorg yg tak berkenaan...

Thursday, June 19, 2008

On the way... Up up and awayyy....

Approaching sempadan negeri Kedah Darulaman. Yerr.. I am on my way to Alor Setar. In a car while my mate, Bulat driving. Hooked up to this 3G and feel like wanna to update something. Rasa ngants, tapi tak leh nak tido. My MP3 CD playing in the stereo. Lagu rock kapak lagi. Special request by Mr Bulat. Ekekeke... Currently a group called Melissa performing song called Cinta Untuk Nabilla. Ekekeke...


Heard that Klang Valley is raining heavily now. Here up north, the whether is sooo hot. Just passed by Sg Petani interchange. Well next week, there will be another team coming up here to perform TNC for Infra in Hospital Sultan Abdul Halim. Hurmm... Am I going next week? Well need to think about it.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Iyer ker nie...

Antara sedar and tidak, keputusan yg aku dah buat nie. Macam tak percaya pon ada. Iyer ker nie?? Iyer arr kot. Arrangement semua dah buat. Apalagi yg nak dikonpiuskan. Hehehe... Then... Esok aku akan berangkat ke Alor Setar la yerr... Hahaha... Huh..!! Buat pertama kali sepanjang berkhidmat di kompeni nie, aku akan ada pada malam sistem nak go live. Arghhh..!! But wait... Ermm... Tak semestinya...!! Masa nak go live tuh bulih lepak tempat lain. Layan Euro. Akakaka... Best best best... So basically... tak pecah lagi arr rekod aku tak menghadiri mana-mana go live punya ceremony. Akakaka... I likeee.....

Aku ngigau lak pagi tadi... Yerr pagii... Tengah bawak kereta sengsorang, lalu jalan yg banyak selekoh. Sekali ada sejibik kereta nie ajak race kot. Terus dia potong aku sambil rem minyak... Keegoaan lelaki aku tercabar. Tanpa berlengah masa aku terus kejar. Perghh... Macam cerita KL Drift lak. Sekali ada sampai kat satu selekoh tuh, aku tak sempat nak tekan brek. Terbabas masuk gaung. Kereta berpusing pusing 5678x. Sehinggakan aku tak sedar. Sekali bila aku dah tersedar, aku dapati aku tersepit kat celah pokok. Terus aku capai hp and sms mintak tolong. Tak lama lepas tu, bantuan tiba. Dengan helikopter lagi. Wahaha.. Dasat... Puas aku jerit mintak tolong... Sekali pilot tu jenguk kepala cakap, "Tungguuu...." Siap buat signal suh aku sabar lagi... "Nak carik tempat landing jap...". Aku nengok pilot tuh terus pelik and rasa nak gelak... Akakaka ... (Bawak keter pon puas kena instruct... Sekali boleh bawak alikopter.. Hehehe... My dear... My dear...). Lepas tu aku terus tersedar pasal hp ku berbunyik... Tak tau apa cerrr pastu. Whether I was rescued or not? Khe khe khe...

Naik helikopter gi Alor Setar... Aduh... Perut aku laparr.... Ekekekeke....

Just wanna say thank you for saving me the other day... Warkh... warkh... warkh... Cam citer Jebon 009...

Ku milikmu...

Heard this song over the radio during on my way to work this morning. Jason Mraz. The melody so lovely. Kewl... Sooo relax. The lyrics, soo mine... Hehehe...

To you my dear... Without any reasonable doubts... I'm definitely yours... Yesterday... Today and Forever...



I'm yours... Jason Mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracksand now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run outI'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
Scooch closer dear
and i will nibble your ear
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtueI won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate Our time is shortthis is our fate, I'm yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't complicate Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

On ... Off... On ... Off

Seronok agaknya kan kalau kita boleh kawal apa yang kita rasa? Lebih kurang kawal tuh macam on atau off suis lampu. Agak agak kita rasa sedih jer, kita OFF. Bila agak nak rasa besttt jer kita ON. Bila risau jerr kita OFF. Senang hidup. Agaknya Hosp Bahagia ngan Hospital Tampoi boleh tutup kot kalau manusia ramai yg ada kebolehan gitu.

Tak sedap hati. Selalunya kalau kita rasa tak sedap hati, datuk datuk ngan nenek nenek kata ada benda buruk nak jadik. Nak percaya 100% pon tak baik kan. Tapi selalunya, bila perkara yang kita risaukan pasal rasa tak sedap hati tu lar yg akan jadik. Hate to know that I am rite when it happened. Ada jugak la beberapa kali terjadik. Itu pasal, bila rasa tak sedap hati on something jer, cepat cepat akan periksa or voice out. Kenapa? Pasal I hate to be in the situation where I am rite and yet can't do anything about it. Arghh...

So ... To you out there, please take an extra care on yourself when you required to travel.

Boleh ker kalau tak nak pening kepala pikir... Huh!! Easier said then done...

Sendirik...

Start esok aku sendirian lagi kat opis. Yang lelain semua keluar. Ada yg ke Johor. Ada yang ke Alor Setar. Ada jugak yang ke Lumut. Aku..??? Standby jer arr kat opis nie. Lagipon ada dua atau tiga proposal lagi nak buat. Malas nggoh aku kalau nak buat kerja kerja penulisan yg berarahkan kerja sekarang nie. Takdok idea dah. Dah berkaratz kot. Harap harap duduk sengsorang nnt, banyak arr idea untuk aku gebang dalam write up tu nanti...

Sepatutnya minggu nie aku ker Alor Setar. Ada banyak lagi isu nak kena settle kan kat sana. Malas nak pergi pon ada..!! Hurmm... Pergi... Tak pergi... Pergi... Tak pergi... Kalau nak ikutkan hati memang malas nak pergi. Apatah lagi sebelum nie tak der satu site pon yg go live aku pergi. Bukan malas. Bukan boikot. Tapi aku ada sebab musabab sendiri kenapa aku tak nak pergi. Haii.. Ego punya pasal, sanggup ker tak pergi go live the last hospital nie. Buat masa nie, tak decide apa-apa lagi. Tunggu jer lagi satu dua hari. Kalau tahap keegoaan tuh cair, means aku pergi arr kot. Depends... Kita tunggu jer nnt. Kang kalau beria-ria nak pergi kang, alih alih malas mendatang... Haaa.. Apa pon tak jadik...

Kassim aku pon dah sampai masa nak kena gi serbis nie. So... Hurmm... Ermm... ekekeke... Pi serbis Kassim pon menarik nie... Hehehe...

Dah lama pulak tak ambik gambar macro cenggini... Nak kena aktif balik bergambor nie.. Mana lak kamera niee.. Nak kena buat outing balik arr nie. Mari bergambarr...

Monday, June 16, 2008

GPS Activated...

As usual, there is a 929 meeting today at Cyber office. Attendance not sooo ok since lots of PM and Managers are out. Owh yes..!! Condolence to Mr Aizar and family for the losses of their beloved father. Not much need to discuss during the meeting. Everybody just update what they need to update only. Uncle did informed that his site will go live tis coming Friday midnite. He requested for 1 engineer to be on standby onsite.

Global Positioning System activated in my phone. Yup. Its not that I don't know the route in Malaysia. But sometimes, this GPS thingy do come in handy shud we need to have some guidance. Ekekeke... Anyway... Thanks to Mantan for transfered the software to me and activated the features. Should not be any problem for me anymore to find the fastest route to the destination. Hehehehe....

When all the boys go out for their assignment, there was I, alone in the office. Sangap nyer usah cerita. I don't have enuf sleep lately. It's all because of Euro2008. Hinshh... Korang percaya tak, sesambil aku nak menaip ni tadi, kepala bulih tersengguk sengguk!! Kakaka... Ngants sakan arr nie. Brrr... Tak leh tahan dah!! Need some caffein. Yup ..!! Caffein. Not nicotin my dear... Hahaha... Thiink I had improved on reducing my nicotin intake... Guuuddd...

Bola nyer pasal... Waktu tidor pon dah macam orang lari kejar bola... Takper!! Ompek taun sekali...

Terkenang...

Ada kat one of the shopping complex kat Shah Alam petang tadi. Sambil jalan jalan menemani 'da luv one' bersopping, aku pon merayau sendirian kat luar salah satu dari butik kat situ. Sekali ada satu kedai tuh pasang lagu yg dah lama aku tak dengar. Lagu Shades. Ermm... Lagu nie memang banyak kenangan, especially masa study dulu. Yang menakjubkan, bukan nyer kisah lama aku, tapi pada masa yg sama lagu tuh berkumandang, ada 2 orang adik beradik yang aku rasa dalam darjah 3 atau 4. Kira konperm tak cecah sekolah menengah lagi lar. Slumber badak jer dorang nyanyi lagu tu. Si adik siap mendahului. Lirik tak salah langsung walaupon "pitching ke laut arrr...". Tapi tak kisah arr kan. Bukan dorang ujibakat AF ker apa.

Tu lar dia. Seingat aku, lagu nie dah lama. Bebudak nie gerenti tak lahir lagi masa tuh. Ataupun paling kuat, dorang nie baby lagi arr kan. Tapi setiap bait dan kata kata lagu tuh, memang saling sejibikkk... Aku tabik. Aku rasa parents dorang nie memang jenis yang suka dengar lagu lama kot. Kalau tak pon, masa dak2 nie dalam perut, dorang memang dah terdedah ngan lelagu lama nie, especially rock kapak. Akakaka...

Berbalik pada lirik lagu tadi, memang ku terkenang... Akakaka...
Shades - Jangan Kau Ucap Selamat Tinggal...

Ku mencari, Ku mencari
Apakah salahku
Kau buat ku termenung keseorangan
Dalam diri sangsi, Akhirnya begini
Perpisahan tak kuduga
Ku mengerti, Ku fahami
Keputusan diri
Biar saja aku sebegini
Permintaan terakhirku, Jangan kau lafazkan
Simpan saja kata-kata

Jangan diucap selamat tinggal
Jangan kau ucap selamat tinggal
Jangan diucap selamt tinggal
Kepadaku...Walaupun seketika... Walaupun sekelip mata
Simpan saja kata-kata, Ke akhir hayat yang ada
Walaupun seketika... Walaupun sekelip mata
Simpan saja kata-kata, Ke akhir hayat yang ada

Keseorangan ditinggalkan... Kesepian tanpa teman... Renungan dilemparkan mengharapkan keajaiban yang boleh memenuhi seribu satu impian.... Warghhhhh.... Karatz gilosssss... Tidaksss... Wargh wargh wargh....

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Welcome to the family....

Wekommen...!! Welcome..!! Selamat datang...!! Hehehe... Ucapan ini ditujukan khas buat penghuni baru di dalam rumah ini. Oppss... Jangan silap dan jangan salah sangka. Bukan orang tapi barang. Pencarian yg sekian lama untuk nya telah ditemui. Segala pemindahan isi telah dilakukan. Ekeke... Inilar pasal nyer agak asyik aku memuat turun data data serta fail fail yg diperlukan demi untuk memantapkan lagi ia. Ekekeke....

Selamat datang....


Adik beradik baru niee.. Tapi dia itam sket.. Ekeke...

Inilah rupanya... NorKiah N82....


Diharap dengan kehadirannya akan menyerikan lagi hidup 'da luv one...'

2S = Sleepy Sunday

Sunday again...!! For most of us, Sunday is the really really santai day. Just hang around without doing nothing. There's nothing much for me to do this Sunday. Just lepaking again and doing my tweaking on the gadgets here at home. Uploading and downloading thingy as usual. Owh yeaa..!! Planned to go out soon. Need to find something for my gadget. Ehehehe...

For those who have to go to work today, hurmm... May all the force be with you guys. Sometimes we do need to sacrifice our time in the weekend to accommodate our commitment to the work. But... Hurmm... (Need to say no more)... For my team, your preparation during the weekends are highly appreciated. This is not the first time you guys working on weekends. It has been several occcassions. I really appreciate your commitments.

New week will comes in. New plan need to be executed. As for this week, 1 team need to go to Pandan Johor, 1 team need to go to lumut and another team to go to Alor Setar. Received a call just now, asking for clarification from the boys, who will go where. Owhh... Totally forgot who shud go where. Akakaka... Too pre-occupied (why arr... This word seems to be used a lot lately...). Doing some thinking here at home... Made same calculative on risk. Need to find the most appropriate individu on who to go where. Wrong strategy, then... Doomed. Ahahaha...

Ramai nak gi outstation kan.. So nak jimat bajet projek...Korang tumpang jer larr pakcik nie. Sok lusa sampai arr ker destinasi korang tuuu... Wargh... Wargh... Wargh...

SS = Surprising Saturday

Enjoyed last nite FridayNiteFutsal as usual. Got a bit knocked here and there. Gud turn up from the members although they know that Italy vs Romania will be on aired during our game. We had our Euro after the game @ Mamak Stall @ SS15 Subang Jaya. Its draw and Buffon made a fine save Mutu's penalty kick. Had maggie goreng (tak sedapp) and went home as fast as I could to catch the Holland vs France game.

Saturday ehh...!!Got a call from a partner of mine and need to have a meeting at Alamanda. Ok. Drove to Alamanda and had a discussion in Secret Recipe restaurant. Arghh...!! Where the incident happened...(commercial break...ekekeke). Discussed around an hour and finished our meeting around 2pm. Searching for something to get for my luv one. Finally got what I looked. Ekekeke...

Got back from Putrajaya, I was a bit pre-occupied with something. Downloading and uploading. Ekeke. Too pre-occupied until I nearly missed the Spain and Sweden game.

Next plan for tomorrow. Hurmm... Don't know yet. Well maybe just stayed home and do whatever housework that need to be done. Yarrrrrghhhhhhh...!!!

Huarghh...!!! Nyum... Nyum... Nyum... Pepagi Ahad nie kan, malas nyer nak bangun pagi... Goleks sekejap lagi nie best niee... Huarghhhh...... Rugi pulak rasa kalau kena gi kerja... Kansssss....???

Thursday, June 12, 2008

2T = Thoroughly Transformed

Low self esteem... Have you ever feel that in your life? Most of us felt... I believed. Infact some of us still feel it now. Why? Is it because of the low self confidence level in our self? Hurm... Everybody like to be perfect. Wanna be good. Wanna looked good. Wanna treated good. Wanna live good. Everything wanna be good. But... In reality, not all are as good as it looks. Mr Perfect... Eheh... Someone did call me with this nickname years back. Everything need to be neat and in order. Well... I don't know about that but for me, it's impossible for anyone to be perfect.

Perfectionist. Perfection. I always think about what others will think about me when I did something. Whether my decision is ok. Because of need to be perfect, then I will always did what I shouldn't do at the first place. Why? Because I always wanna impressed people. Seems like your life been evaluate by what others will think about you. Ehehehe... Wrong. Totally wrong. Imperfections sometimes do happenes in our life and it does makes our life colourful. Imperfections also, for me, do taught you to ne more matured. I heard a song sang by Ms Bedingfield, Freckles, and its soooo happened to be suitable for you who always thought that you are not good enuf to be you...

"Freckles"
I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn’t have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don’t worry any longer it's OK
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are
Who you are
Who you are
Who you are
I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
With the whole world full at my feet
I phantom worthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I feel like the little girl who doesn’t belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself
Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo

Just remember... You are as good as who you are now and ever... No doubt about it. Just believed in yourself. "You NEVER know what you can do until you TRY!!!..." (Hmm... I read this tag somewhere)...

Let's do it... Need to be perfect... Mr Perfect... Ehehehe...

3W = Well... Well... Well...

How well do you react when you received a news no matter whether it is a good news or a bad news? Some people said, it is up to your mental strength. Others would says it depends on your situation during receiving the news. As for me, well... I think it depends on how experienced you are on handling situations and the biggest factor, what kinda person you are in handling preassures. I once attended to a job interview long time ago, and was asked by the interviewer, "Can you work under preassure?". Huh...!! If there is a chance for the intervier to meet me now, then I will explain to him what kinda pressure I have been thru all this while. And I would wanna chance to ask him the same question that he asked me years back. Kekekeke....

Handling news eh? Well, don't know about you guys, but I will definitely jump like a crazy horse once receiving a terrible news especially related to a condemn comments or news about my team or my work. Starting to call here and there to investigate whether it is really my fault. If yes, then... I will start to banging people. Huh... Kejam!! Once you live longer, gained and extra miles of experience, automatically this sort of reaction will automatically slow down. Hoping the same to be happened to me. Cooling down a bit. Think rationally before react. That's the best way of reacting to some bad news eh..

Certain people would luv to layan their perasaan by being alone. Nobody should disturb them during this period. Maybe they need sometime for cooling off. I will definitely be in this mode, but not upon receiving the bad news, more or like after I finished scolding people. Hurmm... Then I would like to be alone while taking my nicotin dose. Ekekeke... A bit harsh. Need to change since I decided to decrease my daily nicotin dose. There's also a type of people who would rather drive alone to nowhere. Think this is not a good idea since the increased of petrol price. Ekekeke... They need to change their method. Fastt...

Hurmm... Sendirian aku mengenangkan... Apo nak makan nie? Lapo la pulak...

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

WWW = Wild Wild Wednesday

Wednesday morning... Warhh... An SMS woke me up. I read it and looked at the watch. Arghhh... I'm late. Supposed to have a meeting early morning at HQ. Alaaamakkk... Maasaaakk... As usual when the kabuts mood kick in, I will run all over the house trying to find something that I don't want to find at the first place. Akakaka...

At the office there were lots of people there. Hurmm... Weird eh. All the Managements were in. Aik.. KKM Dr also here. Owhh.. There is a SOA meeting held here. Ok. I need to find the Head of Finance & Admin, Mr Nam. Need to discuss something with him. The agenda basically will be the support infrastructure costing that need to be transfered to the vendor. Briefed him a little bit of what need to be done should the vendor insist to have the connection direct to their office. Meeting ended with he understood what need to be done in order to initiate the process of transfering all the commercial accounts.

Got an email regarding a meeting next week on Tuesday 17 June 2008. Coordination meeting with JKR. At the same day, EMAIL meeting at HAT Lumut. At the same day also, EMAIL and DNS meeting at Pandan Johor. And again at the same day also will need to be at Alor Setar for go live prep. Well... Berapa bahagian aku nak kena kerat badan aku nie haaa??!!! Anybody can answer it for me PLEASEEEEE....!!! Hinshhh....

Definitely will increase my nicotin intake today... Arghhh!!!!

Korang nak ehh...!! Korang pi beli sendirik arr... Ingat free ker... Akakakaka

2T = Temptation Tuesday

It starts with raining heavily this morning. Arghhh...!! Best nyerrr kalau tak bangun. Its sooo guuuddd if I can continue my sleep session. However, got plenty of things to do today. My paperwork dateline, eventhough its on Wednesday, but it still need to be completed before end of today. Also need to complete a pricing paperwork to be submitted to JKR for 'other' project.
Met with Uncle Husin (bukan nama cam dalam Mykad), to discuss more about the pricing paper work. Need to sort out few things. End of the meeting, agreed with him almost 90% on what need to be done on the paperwork. Settled... Ustat (also bukan nama cam dalam Mykad), asked to submit proposal by this Friday. Hurmm.... Penat nih...
Have you ever look or feel at something that are very tempting and make you can't think about other things besides than that thing. Huh... Headache arr... Ekeke... It has been several times for me. Remember my entry on the shoes? 722... hehehe... 7 malls and 22 outlets. And today, its about something else. Ermm... Need to get rid off my minds.

Best nyerrr... Ujan ujan tido. Especially kalau hujan pagi hari bekerja.. Eiii.....

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

3M = Monday Morning Meeting....

929 meeting as usual today held in Cyberjaya. Attendance was very impressived. Majority of the quorom were in. Status update by site starts form Klang Valleian sites. Discussed merely about the project closure stages and all related documentations that need to be prepared for the handing over processes to stakeholder. Aiyorrkkkk....!! Hate this stage. Still got tons of works to do especially related to the documentation. The meeting end up around 1530hrs if I am not mistaken.

Updated all the relevant informations to the stakeholders and raised up several issues during the meeting. Hurm... A bit sangap during the meeting. And also tense a bit coz there were lots of things need to be done before 1st of July.My luv one did told me that I will surely break my barrier on reducing my nicotin intake exercise. Yup...!!! My luv one was rite...!!! Hahaha... Somehow, I took more than what I should get a day during the meeting. Worst ehh... Tension + Thinking + Nicotin = Habit..

Suddenly there is something puzzled me today. Just can't wait to know some information that was really bugging my head since morning. Well... No prob. Need to do some extra homework to clear out all this cloud. Hoping by tomorrow... Everything will clear away.

Monday, June 9, 2008

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu...

I did love this song once my luv one said that the song is good. When she told me it's Aizat's song... Hurmm... Who is this Aizat guy? My luv one said, he's tha ex AF student. The chubby chubby one. I am still confused. My luv one said, "Alaaa yang chubby yang main futsal tuuu..." Okay. Now I remembered. That boy ehh. Hurmm... The guy that sang Anuar Zain song in one of the concert. Yup... I remembered...
Found a VC in youtube. Not the original VC for Aizat, but the VC is gooddd... I likeeee...
Enjoy...



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Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
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Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
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Sunday, June 8, 2008

Di Sini Langit Mendung Selalu... Tiada Cahaya Menyinariku...

Ahahaha... Tajuk entry nie agak kejiwangan sket. Elok nak taip jer, Rahmat Ekamatra nyanyi lagu 'Suatu Persinggahan'. Layann... Sesekali layan balik lagu-lagu rock lama nie best gak. Cuaca a bit mendung lak petang nie. Mata pon layan jer kemendungan yg tak berirama nih. Tambah tambah pulak dengar lagu lagu rock leleh nie kans. Fuhh...!! Memang tangkap lentok. Lagu 'untukmu sayang' and 'eva natasha' baru jer habis. Makk aii. Memang mengganggu kosentrasi. Pikiran terus terbayang zaman sekolah dulu. Zaman cinta monyet... Akakakakaka...

Semalam aktiviti agak penuh. Morning sent my luv one to KL. Then on the way back, waited at home for Mr Babam Imran to call for going to Ampang staff kenduri kahwin at Shah Alam. Tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu.... Idak jugak lar mamat nie call. At last around 2.30pm he called. Ok. Bersiap apa yg patut lebih kurang, and terus went out. Reached at rumah kenduri around 3pm kot. After kenduri, went to KL to fetch my luv one. Sempat gi Sogo lagi. Carik barang sket. Ada sale... Patut arr parking penuh. Too preoccupied with the shopping, did not realize that we were late for another appointment at beranang for Kenduri Arwah...

Terus gerak dengan kelajuan yg agak tidak keterlaluan balik ker rumah. Bersiap ala kadar and then shoot terus ker rumah kenduri. Betol la seperti yg dijangka wakk... akakaka... Sampai jer terus makan. Tak sempat pon nak join majlis. Tapi tak per la kan. Ekeke... Menu malam tadi ada lebih kurang sama macam menu masa pergi Paroi hari tuh. Perut and rebung masak lomak cili api, sambal tumis udang dan lelain lauk yg seangkatan dengannya. Huh.. Aku lak memang pantang ngk masak lemak cili api nie, especially perut ngan rebung. Pebereeeeeettttt tuuu... Bedal like there is no tomorrow for me to eat. Akekekeke... Went back to Shah Alam around 1.45 am. After finish all the joyah session among the family.


Been waiting for Portugal's game. I've changed from one ch to one ch. Erkk... Tak der game ko? Maybe tomorrow. I might made a mistake when looked at the schedule yesterday. Lucky there was a saviour. Informed me that it's at ch 817. I switched the channel. There it goes.. Waaaa tengkiuuuuuu... Kalau tak mau sampai pagi ingat tak der. Cemana leh tak tau pasal ch nie ekk. Pelik... Akakaka... Final whistle... Portugal 2 Turki 0. Gudd....

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Main sampai lebam....

FridayNiteFutsal cam biasa tadi malam. Warhh... Excited giler aku. Memang hari Jumaat malam nie adalah hari yg paling aku tunggu2 tuh... Yer lar, pasal nak main bola kan. Itupon mujur gak jadik. Pagi tadi dapat call dari dak opis kata ramai tak nak turun pasal minyak naik harga. So tak nak main futsal. Akakaka... Aku tanya dak2 nie, betol ker nak boikot? Takder lak yg bebetol cakap nak boikot lak... Apa daa...

Aku lak baru jer sihat dari demam + semput + batuk. So peluang malam nie bagi aku adalah satu peluang yg kononnya sessi mengeluarkan peluh ke arah kehidupan yg lebih sihat arr konon. Sekali main tak ingat dunia lak arini. Aku terlupa langsung yg fizikal belum 100% fit lagi lepas baik demam nie. Gelecek bagaikan Cristiano Ronaldo, merembat bagaikan Wayne Rooney, sekali abis main.... Aku MUNTs... Akakaka... Macam orang morning sickness lak. Tapi syyy... Sempat cover lagi tuh. Tak der orang nampak. Ekekeke....

Lepas tu rasa lega arr plak. Minum air isotonik 2 tin, then baru rasa stabil jer. Pergi lak lepak kat restoran 'panjut' kat SS15, ekekeke, makan lak sup ayam. Mamak stail. Lama dah teringin nak makan. Sedap tuu... Selera dah ok. And the best thing is, aku tak sap kok lagi hari niee... Yahooo.... Masa lepak tadi pon aku berjaya untuk tidak menghisapkan rokok pada diri ini. Ekekeke.....

Friday, June 6, 2008

Alhamdulillaahhh....

Alhamdulillahh...!! Thank to the Almighty...!! At last, we completly finished our Testing and Commissioning exercise for Infra in Hosp Sungai Buloh without any problem at all. Basically, it's a SUCCESS!! Kudos to all the team members. You guys deserved all the credits. Thanks to all the site peoples who had helped us to ensure that the TNC exercise running without any problem.

It has been two weeks since the first day we started out exercise. During the period, you guys have been tremendously awesome. Proud to lead a team like you all.

Our next destination will be Hosp Sg Petani. Yup..!! Up north. Starting next week, the team will be up north from Monday to Thursday. Need to open a new Gerak Gempur Team offic up there. I am really hoping that the condition in Sungai Petani will not be as complicated as here. Enough is enough. The team knew how hard it is to complete the documentation work based on what we have installed at site. All the information need to be accurated and correspond with each other. Tips for the next project, "Do the first thing right"...

Humidity Level too high

Hehehe... Minggu nie aku rasa tahap kelembapan aku amat tinggi dari biasa. Walaupon hari hari biasa aku sememangnya lembab kot. Akakaka... Ini semua disyaki mungkin pasal aku tak berapa sihat sejak seminggu nie. Memula hari tuh ingat dah nak kebah dah penyakit aku nie, tapi sampai hari nie penyakit tuh tak pergi pergi jugerk. Biasa lar... Kalau dulu, demam, dua atau tiga hari jerr terus dah kebah. Tapi semenjak aku kena denggi... Demam jer, palaing cepat nak recover pon seminggu. Hinshh... Takper lar... Alhamdulillah... Penyakit nie bak kata orang penghapus dosa dosa kecik. Tuhan nak menguji hambaNya. Maknanya kalau kita masih diuji lagi olehNya, kita masih lagi disayangi olehNya. Tapi... Sebaliknya, pernah tak sedetik pon kita tak pernah melupakan kebesaranNya.? Hurmm... Baca balik ayat yang terakhir tuh, pahamkan bebetol....

So... pernah kerr?? Ehehehehe.... Sendiri kena ingat lar kan?

Up and down...

Up and down...! Yup... To the viral fever that I had for few days already. Thought everything going to be fine on Monday, but, seems the fever came back on Wednesday. Ermm... Maybe because of the rainy season. Sometimes I forgot to bring my umbrella ella ella ellaaa upstairs to the site office. So on my way back to Kassim, still kena hujan maa...

Hujan arr plak... Hurmm... Payung tak bawak...

For my mission to less the nicotin intake, so far so good. Is it because of my soar throat or is it because of I really can bare to stand all the godaan? Ehehehe... No matter what, at least I've tried. My mission to cut less from what I normally take. Yup...!!! Half...!!

I believed everyone are talking bout the same topic today. Petrol price increased by 70 cents. Wow...!! That's a lot man. Need to strategize back the entire operational cost of my life. The chain reaction will definitely hit the consumer in one to two weeks time. Nowadays, Milo Ice pon dah RM2.20 kat mamak stall. I believed it can go higher than that after this. Hurmmm.... I read what our former Prime Minister opinion about this issue. Interesting... Please go to http://www.chedet.com/ and have a pleasure reading his famous blog. Straight from the old man himself...

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

When you got better, there is always.....

Yup...!!! When you think that you got better, there is always someone try to undo your achievement. No matter whether its related to work or health or even in your life. Ehehehe... Frens, yup sometimes they can inspired you to do something that you can't think of and on the other hand, they also can make you fail on doing something that you have planned or prepared earlier. This is the time where you really need the determination to hold on to what you believed.

As mentioned before, tried to less on taking by nicotin intake. Hehehe... This is the second day I came to work without bringing my cigarettes. One or two frens invite me to k=jon them for the smoking session. With a pleasant way, I declined their offer and mentioned to them that I am in the middle of slowing down my nicotin intakes. Huh!! The reply that I got, "Iyer ker nie bro... Jom arr... Alaaa... Come on laar. Last session with me before you really quit". Ekeke... I know maybe they tried to tease me and it's only a joke. But do they realized that in other part of the world, peoples are really respect and salute if one of their FRIEND trying to quit or less their nicotin intakes. Ehehehe... I don't know about you guys, but, if I am in their place and facing me now, I am surely will support my move. Hurmmm .... Am I? Ekekeke.....

Take five...... Hurmm... Need to think on the new strategy here. It's even tougher when you don't get any backup from your frens and even worst if the frens turned to foes...

Monday, June 2, 2008

Not sooo rite...

Received a call from the Admin and informed that the vendor who is suppose to take the ownership of all internet line charges are refuse to do so. Well... Not a problem wif me. Anyway, I think someone trying to play a scene here. Will talk to da Finance Boss bout this. Worst case, we will terminate all the support line that currently being hooked up to their office.

Alhamduliilah... My health is completely back to 90% by evening today. I just realized that I can make jokes and makes people laughs as usual. Although it's back to normal, I still felt that my 'semput' isn't totally left me. Hehehe... Enjoyed 'House' new season in my living room today. What a scene. The mother and the boyfren really put a high hope to save their daughter and gurlfren but at the end, they've dissappointed anyway once they know that the patient that was treated is actually not the person that they thought whom it was meant to be. Mistaken identity. Ever happen to you before? Hurmm...

After 3 days I did not smoke at all, tonite I tried to have my first stick. Arghhh...!! Not tasted like I would think it would be. Prpphhh... yaiks... Still can't do it. Okay, it must have been a good sign I think. My luv one just looked at me and gave me a big smile. I think she just happy to see that I still can't smoke. Well... On the spot today, I have made a new resolution, to cut down my nicotin intakes. Well... Sometimes... You need something to trigger the other thing to happen... Rite???

People said, "Its bad for your health". The Government said, "Smoking danger your life". Hurmm... Me say, "Can't live without it.... Is it?". Well... Not really... That was the statement maybe 2 weeks ago. Akakaka...

The timing was not rite...

Today I just have a strength to get up from bed and try to do my ordinary things. Still feel a bit 'semput' while doing extra activities. Feel like to get my hair cut. My luv one drove me to my usual place. Normally it's closed at 9pm. However, when we reached there around half past eight, it has already been closed. Arghh...!! Hurmm... Maybe I'll try to pay a visit again sometime this week.

Starting to get sweating now, well I believed its a good sign for my rehabilitation. Ehehehe... My throats are getting better and better, while my 'semput' slowly gone. Definitely a good sign. Hopefully I can be fully recovered by tomorrow morning. There are lots of plans need to be sort out. Especially for Alor Setar and Sg Petani.

There is 1 week left for the TNC in Sg Buloh. Hopefully everything will be ok this week. Same like last week. Should there is a problem, hoping for it to be settled during the TNC exercise.

I am recover now...!! Back to normal. Yeay...!!

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Hurmm... Hurmm... Hurmm...

Arghh... Not feeling very well today. Just spent my days lying down. Don't know why. It did not give me any warning. Came back from the FridayNiteFutsal session yesterday, everything seems to be ok. Starting my 'semput' this morning. A bit hard for me to do my normal activities. Arghh..!! Plus coughing and a bit fever. Ehh..!! Why suddenly huh? Mt luv one keep on asking whether I got wet in the rain. Hmm... As far as I remembered... nope!!

Managed to get my strength back now. Able to open up this laptop of mind and just feel like wanna update something over the weekend. Nothing interesting to write down in here since there is nothing much happened to me on Saturday. Hurmm... See a doctor? Well ehehehe... Not the kinda appointment that I truly fond of, even when I'm sick. Ahahaha... Sorry yer...!! Hehehehe...

Well, I'm not feeling very well mate..!! Hopefully everything will turn okay tomorrow. Uhuk.. uhuk.. uhuk..