Why it's always me...

Pernah rasa tak? Bila ada apa apa yg tak best jer, mesti jadik kat diri kita? Apatah lagi benda yg orang lain tak nak buat atau malas nak buat, at the end, mesti kena kat kita. Huh.. Tetiba rasa tak puas hati, walaupon kebetulan memang itu tanggungjawap kita untuk buat. Tapi kenapa time kita jer benda tuh nak kena buat. Kenapa time orang lain, mender-mender tuh cam takder or tak payah nak buat langsung.

Semenjak dua tiga minggu nie, terlalu banyak benda yang sepatutnya orang lain boleh buat, tapi aku nak kena buat. Memanglar ikhlas, tapi sebagai seorang yg bergelar manusia biasa, aku juga mempunyai garisan atau batasan kesabaran yg harus diambil kira. Tahap kesabaran seseorang tu, jangan diuji. Hehehehe... Kadang pelik jugak bila orang yg sepatutnya buat kerja yg sepatut nya, tapi tak buat and then just nengok ngan selamba jer kerja yg kita buat yg sepatutnya dorang buat at the first place. Hurmm... Kadang keadilan dalam kehidupan yg kita inginkan tidak akan kesampaian kerana kehidupan dan kejadian telah ditentukan di luar kawalan serta kemahuan kita.

Apa2 pun, kita selalu berharap dan harapan kita tuh kadang jadik kenyataan apabila keadilan yg kita tuntut tu akan wujud di sebalik kesengsaraan yg telah kita hadapi. Ermm... So, jangan putus harapan walaupun selalunya kita nampak macam akan kelemasan di tengah lautan keseorangan.

Hadapi kesengsaraan dan kepayahan tuh dengan penuh rasa kesabaran dan keikhlasan yerr...

Safety...

December 2003 saw the introduction of a new law banning the use of hand-held mobiles while driving. Scientists had long been suggesting this ban, believing that it would cut the number of car crashes caused by mobile phone distraction. Whilst some drivers persisted in using hand-held mobiles, many motorists turned to hands-free mobile kits instead so that they could keep on chatting whilst driving without breaking the law.

To you out there, please start using your hands free kit. Get one should you don't have any. Believe me. It's dangerous shud you are an active phone chatter. Sometimes, the least expected things could happens to us just because of this little things. Distractions!!!

Kalau tak nak yg gini, cari arr yg lagi sempoi... Cam bluetooth tuh. But pakai arr... Yerr...

Prinsip Hidup....

Kata-kata dari seorang rakan, "Yang suci itu tak selalunya murni dan yang murni itu pulak tidak selalunya suci...". Hmm... Pening jugak aku nak mengolahkannya ke dalam ayat Bahasa Melayu yg mudah untuk difahami sedangkan aku sendiri pon tak paham apa yang dimaksudkannya. Mamat ni claimed, dia hidup berdasarkan prinsip hidupnya yang dah ditetapkan oleh dia sendiri. Huh..!! Bila ditanya apakah prinsip hidupnya, "Rahsia...", ringkas dan selamba jer dia jawap.

I read a word once, I believed during my study time, "Being alone is the best way of living, but being lonely is the worst thing that can happened in the world". It's up to each and every individual on how to inteprate it, but for me, you cannot survive alone to live in this world. Family and friends. Yup. Both of them are very important.

Sebut pasal prinsip hidup nie, berbaloi ker kalau kita sanggup pertahankan prinsip hidup yg kita pegang, no matter what are the consequences that will come? Argument pasal prinsip hidup nie tadi kami bahaskan abis jer sessi TNC untuk hari pertama kat bilik gerakan. Orang kata sessi untuk melapangkan kepala otak yg dah 2 minggu berserabut dek kerana nak bersiap sedia untuk sessi TNC nie. Sekadar berborak kosong antara aku ngan team member yg lain. Seronok jugak. Sampaikan tak habis-habis memasing cuba untuk mempertahankan hujah masing-masing. Since it's time for 'you' to go back, we've agreed to continue the discussion the next day. Hurmm... Can't wait...

Bagi aku sendiri, hurmm... Tak payah nak serabut pikir pasal prinsip hidup nie. Asalkan masih lagi dalam sempadan agama, aku ok jer. Yang penting, "Mesti ikhlas dengan apa yg kita buat" dan "setiap masalah yang mendatang akan pergi, cuma masa jer yang akan menentukannya". Itu yang penting. Kalau nak disenaraikan, banyak lagi kata-kata yang berbunga yg oleh dilistkan. Tapi tak penting... Itu semua hanya mainan frasa dan kata-kata dan ianya tidak akan bermakna kalau tidak membawa apa apa perubahan dan kebaikan pada aku... Hurmmmmmm....

Bermakna ker prinsip hidup kita, kalau kehidupan yang kita laui tak membahagiakan hidup kita..???

Saya wakil dari pihak....

Ada majlis pertunangan hari nie di Taman Paroi Jaya Negeri Sembilan. Sebenarnya, sepupu yg bertunang. Sepupu lelaki. Basically pergi jemputan nie pon atas tujuan nak jadik pengiring jer. Yer lar.. Nak meramaikan majlis. Biar nampak meriah orang kata. Sekali tuh, ku sangka panas sampa ke petang, rupa nyer hujan di tengah hari. Masa dalam kereta dah rasa macam ada tak kena jerr. Terdetik dalam hati, "Apasal tak der orang lelaki yg veteran ikut nie? Saper yg nak jadik negotiator nnt?" Alaa... Mungkin negotiator tuh tunggu kat rumah orang pompuan kot. lagipon pasangan nie, rumah dorang dekat dekat. Ada lar macam R&R jejantas tuh pergi ker tol Jalan Duta. Haa.. Tak jauh kan? So aku bajet, maybe dorang dah deal sama sendiri nie.


Sesampai jer rumah perempuan, kami disambut meriah. Ishh.. Macam kenduri kahwin lak. Dengan khemahnya, caterer nyer. Nampak besar jugak majlis nie. So aku and cousin yg lain pon (most of us dak lelaki arr) ambik tempat kat meja makan tu. Ahli rombongan yg lain terus masuk ke dalam rumah. Sekali tak perasan la pulak. Ahli rombongan yg masuk tuh semua perempuan. Sudahhh....!! Bila time rundingan nak start, dorang pelik. Mana orang lelaki dari pihak lelaki? Hmm... Then kluar ar sorang minah nie panggey, "Orang lelaki diminta masuk ke dalam oii...". Alamak!! Aku yg tengah nak ambik lauk tuh terus diam. Sambil jeling pada segerombolan dak dak yg lain tuh.


Dari jauh aku ngk kan jer... Lepas kena panggil tuh, lepas sorang... sorang masuk. Dalam hati, "Huuu.. selamat aku". Kekekeke... Dah siap ambik lauk, baru nak basuh tangan, tetiba, kuar sorang lagi makcik panggil, "Dik... Ooo dik, takyah makan lagi, dorang panggil masuk dalam nie sekejap". Alamaaakkk... Degupan jantung aku bertaabh laju arr plak. Udah. Masak ... memang masakk... Apa laa nak jadik lepas nie.


Dengan langkah yg amat berat, aku pon melangkah masuk. Sesampai di ruang tamu, makk aiii... ramai nyer pasokan belah pompuan. Orang-orang lama lak tuu. Dengan menunjukkan aku nie jejaka yg sopan lagi santun, aku terus salamm keliling. Huh!! Then, ambik tempat bersebelahan dengan Abang pihak lelaki. Sambil menyusun sila, aku duduk jer berdiam diri. 5 saat... 10 saat... 15 saat... Masih hening. Apasal diam jer nie? Naik heran lak aku. Bila lar nak mula? Lepas tu, pakcik belah pompuan tuh mula bersuara, "Apo laie... Bulih kito mulokan ko?". Aku senyum. Sepupu yg duduk sebelah dah start cuit suh cakap. Arkk... Apa nak cakap? Sudahhh... Lepas 5 minit tolak menolak, akhirnya cakap arr juga. "Saya nie... wakil dari pihak 'pengantin' lelaki (padahal lom kahwin lagi kann..), ooppss (pasal orang dah start gelak..), wakil dari pihak lelaki, datang nie nak meminang". "Haaaa... Baghu la kito bulih nak mulo. Pasal dah tahu hajat ehh kan..", ada sorang pakcik tuh cakap. After that is history. Not kinda remembered what have been said. The last thing yang aku ingat, cincin dikeluarkan, tunjuk kat semua orang. Then, semua tetengok cincin tuh sambil angguk-angguk kepala.

Lepas pada bab cincin tuh, yang lain dah jadik cam biasa dah. Ikut SOP biasa majlis orang bertunang. Akakaka... Punya lar peluh kluar. Macam baru lepas main futsal la plak kaaann... Itu lar dia nyer. Main serkap jarang jer kan. Ekeke. Pengalaman tu berharga tu, walaupon tak semenggah mana. So, kepada mereka yg ada ura-ura nak pergi mengantor orang meminang tuh, watch out!! You will never know that it's maybe you who will be the negotiator. Wakakaka.......

Bosan ekk...!!!

What a boring weekends nite without a Barclays Premier League game. Need to wait for about 81 days. 16 August 2008 for the new season to start. At least there is Euro tournament this year. Hmm.. Which team should I pick? Portugal definitely. And maybe France and Holland. Italy? Hurmm... Not too adore with the style of their game.

FridayNiteFutsal yesterday played as usual. Had a good game again. Lucky I got my ankle guard that I bought at sports outlet at Jejantas Sg Buloh on my way home from Sg Buloh. Was too preoccupied with my phone conversation during at Jejantas, sampaikan terbeli saiz kecik lak. Mujur bulih pakai gak. Wearing the ankle guard during the game to protect my injured ankle. It's like a deja vu actually. Somehow I really wanna buy that ankle guard for the game. During the game, 3 to 4 times got kicked and tackled on the ankle. Fuhh...!! Lucky..!! But anyhow, still enjoyed the game. If dont like a physical contact, then better don't play futsal rite??

Mamak Bistro session after that joined by 5 of us. Later, joined by Hanizar who had to canceled his game due to a problem at work earlier. No gozziping and no hot story during the lepaking session. Everyone were watching Spiderman 2. Hahaahahaha.... Macam ta pernah ngk.

Tomorrow need to go to Senawang to attend majlis bertunang. Well, mistakenly informed that it is a Majlis Nikah. Hahaha... Cemana leh silap arr.

Akhirnyaaa....

Finally. It's done. Finally. It's Cook. Finally. It's the Red Devil....

Yup...!! Finally the documentation worked is done. All the sweat and tense moment to get it done is done. Kudos to the team member for their commitment to complete the task in short time. That is what we called team effort. It's not a single effort. It's the team effort. Everyone played their part to complete the pre-requisite for the TNC. Not to forget, others from ASU who kindly helped us to ease our effort by helping us to access where the areas that was impossible for us to access during the exercise. Not to forget those who helped to 'tapau' all the food and drinks to us during our busiest week this year so far. Thanks to you. Even though it looked just a small favor from you guys, but it really meant a lot to us for accomplishing our task.We managed to submit eleven folders of Infrastructure TNC documentation to Audit and Verification Consultant this evening.

Jom Antor dokumen jommmm........

Finally... David has been crowned as American Idol this year. Cook. Yup! It's David Cook. Even though Simon and the gang gave a knock out win to the other David, well... the power of voters. The winner grab 56% or approximately 12 millions of the votes compared to his foe. Congratulations to the new American Idol.

And.... Finally!! It's Red Devils. The champion of the Barclays Premier League is now the best club in Europe after winning the 'breathtaking moments' of penalty shootout. Its one all after completed the full 90 minutes time and 30 minutes extra time. The Red Devils lead by a stunning header goal by Chritiano Ronaldo after received a tremendous cross from Brown. What a moment. Not even Petr Cech, one of the best keeper in the world can save the ball. Nearly final whistle in the first half, the Blues managed to equalized thru a simple tap in by Lampard after Essien shot had been blocked by Vidic and it deflected to the back of Ferdinand. The breathtaking moments starts during the penalty shoot soon after Ronaldo missed his shot. Lucky Terry missed as well. And the victorious moments finally came after Van Der Sar saved Anelka shot. Yessss....!!! Glory Glory Man Utd.

Badan dah gatai gatai...

Yup...!! At this point of time, I am still at site. The pre-requisite work for the Infra TNC scheduled next week has not been completed yet. Hopefully the team manage to complete it before midnite. Why?? It's D DAY. Champions League Final, Man U vs Chelsea. Still at site, just finish my incident report for Hospital Sg Buloh. Nothing to do. Just be here. With the team. Hoping that my existence will help them, if not with their work, at least I wanna be here for the morale support. Give some input and ideas shud they have a problem. Well... That is what I can do at this moments. Everyone seems tired and tension. Looking at their facial expression, I know how they felt rite now. I've been in their shoes before. Sitting alone in the office did what they do now. For Hospital Serdang. Hmm... It's been 3 years back.

This morning got a call from Sg Buloh mentioned that the HIS is down! The HIS is DOWN! Mayday! Mayday! Mayday! Heard that suspected the network caused the prob. Immediately called my engineer at site to check it out!! Got the return call and confirmed it's not network prob. Something to do with apps cache server need to be restarted. Well... Don't know much about it.

Now at 11.11... Enjoying maroon 5 track no 5 song called, won't go home without you. Hehehe..... What time do you wanna go home?? Cepat arr..

It's cold in here dowhh... Each and everyone of us take turns to go to the toiss... Ekekeke...