2T = Thoroughly Transformed

Low self esteem... Have you ever feel that in your life? Most of us felt... I believed. Infact some of us still feel it now. Why? Is it because of the low self confidence level in our self? Hurm... Everybody like to be perfect. Wanna be good. Wanna looked good. Wanna treated good. Wanna live good. Everything wanna be good. But... In reality, not all are as good as it looks. Mr Perfect... Eheh... Someone did call me with this nickname years back. Everything need to be neat and in order. Well... I don't know about that but for me, it's impossible for anyone to be perfect.

Perfectionist. Perfection. I always think about what others will think about me when I did something. Whether my decision is ok. Because of need to be perfect, then I will always did what I shouldn't do at the first place. Why? Because I always wanna impressed people. Seems like your life been evaluate by what others will think about you. Ehehehe... Wrong. Totally wrong. Imperfections sometimes do happenes in our life and it does makes our life colourful. Imperfections also, for me, do taught you to ne more matured. I heard a song sang by Ms Bedingfield, Freckles, and its soooo happened to be suitable for you who always thought that you are not good enuf to be you...

"Freckles"

I used to care so much about what others think about

Almost didn’t have a thought of my own

The slightest remark would make me embark

On the journey of self doubt

But that was a while ago

This girl has got stronger

If I knew then what I know now

I would have told myself don’t worry any longer it's OK

'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars

Why waste a second not loving who you are

Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,

They show your personality inside your heart

Reflecting who you are

Who you are

Who you are

Who you are

I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines

With the whole world full at my feet

I phantom worthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see

When the mirror looked at me

Sometimes I feel like the little girl who doesn’t belong in her own world

But I'm getting better

And I'm reminding myself

Reflecting who you are

Reflecting who you are

Hmmm

Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo

Just remember... You are as good as who you are now and ever... No doubt about it. Just believed in yourself. "You NEVER know what you can do until you TRY!!!..." (Hmm... I read this tag somewhere)...

Let's do it... Need to be perfect... Mr Perfect... Ehehehe...